sinking in.

Sinking In

It happened a day ago

feels like a year

you got up and left

me alone standing here

It’s still sinking in

and the hardest part

is knowing you won’t come after me

won’t rescue my heart

Thought I’d be glad

when you disappeared

but now I’m not sure

the pain is worse than I feared

I cry the night away

not knowing why

confused about how

I was forced to say goodbye

There’s no turning back

I know you’re gone for good

but would I change anything

if I really could

The hurt is equal

both of the ways

putting up with you

or being alone through the days

I try by myself

but before I begin

I turn to look for you

‘cuz it’s still sinking in.