think of me.

The rain streaks down the window

I want to tell you but you already know

The thunder cracks, the lightning lights

I’m so sick and tired of all these fights

Outside it’s foggy, the inside is too

But I know no one could ever replace you

Nothing else is clear, not sure where I’m going

But I can’t go without knowing

Do you still care? Do you still need me?

No you don’t, so why can’t I see?

Why do I care? Why do I need your acceptance?

Why can’t I lean on my own independence?

Oh that’s right, you made me this way

You gave me no choice, I have nothing to say

As my self esteem dropped you turned

Left me alone, my mind to be burned

Can’t take it, with or without you

It hurts to think but I know it’s true

The latter I’ll have to take, but you chose it

So don’t give me anymore of this bullshit

When you’re hurt and lonely

Don’t you dare think of me

You did this, you ran away

And it’ll never ever be okay.